Summer '08 till infinity.

Interesting how I find myself up at 1:54 am typing on my blogspot. School is finally over and what a ride it has been coming from SOCES to Fairfax after first semester. It was a huge transition for my life since I pratically grew up with those kids. Even though I feel regretful at times ..overall it was probably the best step and monumental change and fear I've overcame in my life since 01' when I began going to SOCES. Enough of that GIRLS yes my favorite topic..well, what can I say about them? Can't live with them and Can't live without them. I am indeciesive man true, but not to sound concieded but when I compare myself to other guys around me. I trully, believe that I am a caring man towards my female kind even if they might not send back the same feelings in return then again everyone loves me :). All I trully know that it is summer time. A time where I get to relax for 3 months away from the people at school I am forced to coincide with at school for 10 months and relax, enjoy, learn and better myself for the upcoming year. My main mission this summer is the same mission I always intend to fulfill. Which, is to change adapt,learn and become stronger mentally, physically and emotionally for this constant test we call life. I really want to read alot this summer that is going to be my main objective this combined with meditation, exersise and my new found passion for becoming a vegetarian will all better my body. I know I am starting to sound romantisized in my summer plans but do not see it as putting more responsiblity on myself but as a change for the better that maybe you might not understand now but you will. As for life in a one package...I have this summer to finally unlock its mysteries and fully understand friendship , money, love, family and of course happiness because no mattter what it seems ..what pushes me to do everything I do is to find true content within myself which is damn near impossible with all these raging hormones as a teenager. YO FUCK it! gunna do what I gotta do like a man. So everybody pay attention because I got something new for your asses. I will be better Just wait and see..